Walking Memories

Dear Stars, 

Its true I suppose that I am not real, just a walking memory of the stars; of the universe. I didn't believe it at first and as the Communal showed me, there is more beyond the Aethereal Sea then this world that we know.  The great "Refractio Spiritus" or "Refractio Stellarum"; the Refraction of the Stars.  

I never really did believe that the Communal was what it was meant to be, or even if what i saw was actuality. It was simple a refraction of my self, like a kaleidoscope of dreams, of me. This was the true secret, or so i hypothesize. The first child of the Versi always is stillborn and a new star is born into the sky. Yet, really its the medium unto which those of me before me would "Verso" the lens of reality. How else could our spirits exist at the same time. 

I didn't truly think it was possible until the memories began to make sense, until I saw my self in my Mama's shoes, looking on as I grew from small to old. Or the memories of my Mama's Mama... and so on and so on... We are all one being... the Song of the Stars. 

I guess what i really am trying to put down into words before I forget... My mother, myself, and Kiara are all the same spirit and person, and its the star that is born that allows us to meet. 

Kiara if you are reading this in some distant future, know that what you choose to do with your time, that your Nana Miltifan set in motions your destiny; to be the last of the Versi (the true Versi), to bring down the Others, and to rid the world of these Golden Cities that sap the universe of its stars. 

an astronaut 

Gabbie 

At the bottom of the page is a quick sketch of a aethereal ritual titled "Len's of Reality". Ingredients and directions using vampire blood as its epitaph to open ones eyes, to see the true affect of the refraction of stars and spirits. Pen in short script at the bottom are the words "Little Mina knows the truth love, you gave her a gift that helped me understand better your blood, now its your turn. Before I forget... please remember to close the closet doors, Damir is gunna start walking soon and gods know he is gunna go exploring for my stash..."