Torn Diary Page #1 (12/1/1556)

that the glowyness was cuz of all the kristals in the water. That runinded the magick for me....why did yuo have to ask Gemma, Camie??? Dat was suposet to be our spescial place! 

 ** a big brown bird of some sort is drawn in colored pencil ** 

 Again, Gemma yellt at me. First cos i cannt do the cure spell. annd then cos i felld asleep during reeces. And then cos i kept misin the moving targat during boe bow practise. Evrybody thinks i cant do anything rite. i feel lonely 

 I had a scary nitemare!!!!!!! I was in a place with biggggg houses! All the way to the skie! And then FIRE rain came down!! And everything was on fire...it was scary. and then big black monstirs came out and eat all the peeple!!!! i woke up an ran to Ma, and i cried. She said its okie, its only a draem. I love Ma, when i grow up im guna take care of her. 

 ** Below is a crayon drawing of large, dark monoliths with red and yellow lines drawn over them.  In the space above, the page is littered with red and yellow dots. Between them are large black blobs with stubby limbs shown chasing what looks to be lanky stick figures. ** 

 Ma said she thinks im a man. I don noe what that means, but she starded crying. i dont like when ma crys. i told her i wil allwaes be by her sied. she held me tite and sed When father coms back home, he's gunna pick me up. She's rong! I'm never leaving ma!  

 Tmorrow is Camies Birfday. Im gunna maek her a neklice. Shes the only one im gunna give a prescent too, even thoe its every body elses birfday this week. Exept my birfday, my birfday is next moon. I wonder y my birfday is diferent from everybody else.